Personal Confessions: Support

This past week I returned to my alma mater, University of Missouri, to visit old friends.

MIZ!
MIZ!

Some of these friends I had not seen in over a year, but as soon as we met up, it was like no time was lost. So easily I slipped back into college mode; late nights and difficult mornings, with plenty of laughs and procrastination. Hearts and burdens were shared and love overflowed for one another. I could be transparent and share just how hard this journey has been for me. Any anxious feelings were dissolved when instead of walls and distance, I was embraced and reminded of how strong I am.

Driving back to Chicago on Sunday was so difficult. Having an amazing week with amazing people begins to make you feel amazing too. Would this positivity continue when I wasn’t around them? Slowly the anxiety started seeping back in.

Now that I have had a couple days to readjust to being home, I’ve come to realize how blessed I was to have last week. I needed to be reminded that I am special and this journey is worth it because I am worth fighting for. It also reminded me that support is the key to my success.

It doesn’t matter how many USANA vitamins I take or how many Nutrimeal shakes I drink or how many hours I spend at the gym or how healthy my food is, if I don’t have people around me who are rooting for me and encouraging me, I will fail. It is so easy for me to lose sight of why I am doing this. I tend to focus on the negatives and forget the positives.  I need people in my life who will subtly remind me (or in some cases, knock me over the head) and steer me back to the right path.

That being said, I would like to thank all of my friends for loving me and taking care of me when I couldn’t take care of myself. Support has poured in from near and far, and I honestly don’t think I could have made it through all this without you. I am so blessed to have all you in my life, and I really don’t know what I possibly could have done to deserve such wonderful friends as you. Whether you are in Chicago, Missouri, Texas, Colorado, or the ends of the earth, I am so glad you are in my life. Your words of encouragement and loving bluntness has kept me going and helped shape me into the woman I am starting to become. For you, I am thankful.

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